November in the books

I decided not to go to the PCA, or even try for a package, with the USA-COOP running I simply couldn't fit it into my schedule, and didn't have it in my priorities. Last month I ended down money just barely, probably about $200 or so. I had a pretty good 18 man session at the end of the month that helped a lot. Today I loaded up a few tourney's, mostly turbos, and some player capped MTTs. +$1800 or so on the day, and for the month. Cut the grind short because it's my brother's bday, and we're going out for a few drinks soon (SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS SHOTS) . Anyway, I've been playing very well lately and going deep in a lot of MTTs, but things aren't panning out in the end. I broke about even in the COOP, in the $320 6 max I got 31st for about $1600. I'm really becoming numb to "beats," they get easier and easier day in and day out. They're obviously a part of the game, and learning how to control your emotions are even a bigger part of the game. I try to feel the same while I'm playing from start to finish, and not let the cards or my play affect how I feel emotionally. If you look at my recent results you'd understand why I'm getting use to them. I feel like I'm playing to the best of my ability, and I feel like I know where I'm at in almost every situation. It's just a matter of time before I start crushing. I also feel like I've been basically living in Minneapolis as of late, and it feels like when I'm back at my house I don't actually live there, and it surely doesn't really feel like a place I can call home anymore. I'm going to kick back and chill at my place for the next week and see if I can make some deep runs before I head back down to the cities for a couple weeks. I know December is going to be waaay better than November was, (besides the weather) mark my words on it. I donno what my future holds, but this northern Minnesota winter shit won't be happening too much longer. It was -10 degrees Fahrenheit when I went to bed lastnight. I HATE IT. I'm outty. See you at the tables all. GL everyone (except lol, cigaro).

-Blake